💥 BREAKING NEWS: Jenna Bush Hager reveals the heartbreaking moment she realized something had gone terribly wrong and the agonizing search that followed⚡ .QN

Jenna Bush Hager says a months-long family heartbreak over a missing pet left her drowning in mom guilt — and unexpectedly brought her closer to her daughter.

At the top of an episode of Today with Hoda & Jenna, the 42-year-old opened up to co-host Hoda Kotb about something that’s been weighing heavily on her heart.

“Today is a big day,” Jenna began. “This summer there were some beautiful things that happened and one slightly heartbreaking thing in our family, which is our beloved cat, Hollywood Hager, went missing.”

Hollywood, she explained, belonged to her 11-year-old daughter, Mila. The family’s heartbreak began on a day that was supposed to be nothing but joyful: Mila’s birthday party.

“There were kids coming in and out, the door was left open,” Jenna recalled. “I just was like, ‘I invited some kids over, maybe I shouldn’t have done that.’ You know, you talk yourself out of it.”

Hoda gently jumped in to remind her that it wasn’t carelessness so much as normal chaos: a house full of children, a party, doors constantly opening and closing. Still, Jenna admitted she couldn’t shake the feeling that Hollywood’s disappearance was somehow her fault.

That guilt had months to settle in. “We’ve been waiting for months and months,” she said. “And not just waiting — doing everything, trying to find the kitty. Everything you could possibly think of.”

From leaving the door open at night in case Hollywood wandered back, to constantly hoping for a glimpse of their pet, the family’s search turned into a lingering ache. And for Jenna, the hardest part wasn’t just losing the cat — it was watching what it did to her daughter.

She shared a conversation she had with her husband, Henry Hager, in the aftermath. “I said to Henry, ‘Do you think this is happening because, right before Mila goes into middle school and that kind of funky pre-teenage time, she and I have just bonded in a way?’”

She explained that when Hollywood first went missing, Mila spent the first three nights sleeping in Jenna’s bed. “We had these conversations around all of these really beautiful things — about life, about love, about pain, about loss,” Jenna said. “I could be there for her and she could be there for me.”

Jenna admitted that some people might shrug off the depth of their grief. “I know some of y’all are just going to be like, ‘It’s just a cat,’” she said. “But what it is, is watching a child’s heart hurt.” For the first time, she felt what it was like to “hold a child’s heart” in her hands and know she couldn’t simply fix it.

She shared that sometimes, during the school day, she would get messages from Mila on her computer: “Mommy, I miss her so much.” Those small sentences were a reminder that the loss wasn’t fleeting for her daughter — it was ongoing.

“This is the first time,” Jenna reflected. “And I know it will happen a million times and this seems small, I get it. But now I understand: having a kid whose heart is hurting for whatever reason is really hard.”

After months of hoping Hollywood would return, the family made the decision to open their home to another cat. “We went on Sunday and met a little baby kitty, which Mila is going to be adopting,” Jenna shared, adding that they’re excited to welcome “a new member of our household.”

She’s still secretly hoping that the presence of a new kitten might somehow lure Hollywood home. Laughing softly, she imagined the missing cat catching the scent and thinking, “Who’s getting in there with my parents?” before returning.

Hoda made sure viewers understood that the decision to adopt again didn’t come lightly. “If you’re listening, you’re probably like, ‘Wait, they lost and now they’ve found another cat,’” she said. “But this has been over the course of many months and a lot of pain happened.” She revealed that nearly every day Jenna came to work with tears in her eyes, not just over Hollywood, but over watching Mila grieve.

When Hoda asked how Mila was feeling about the new pet, Jenna said her daughter was cautiously hopeful. “She met the little kitty and she said to me, ‘I haven’t stopped thinking about her all day,’” Jenna shared. “So I don’t know, y’all. We’re not sure. We’re trying to do the best we can. But I’m excited.”

As the segment wrapped and they headed into a commercial break, Jenna suddenly apologized: “Sorry I took up so much time with the cat. It’s been on my mind, now it’s out!”

Hoda, a mom of two herself, reassured her. “Don’t you feel relieved? You have been carrying it around.”

Jenna nodded, clearly emotional but lighter — a mom who had finally said out loud what so many parents quietly feel: the crushing guilt when something hurts your child, even if it was beyond your control, and the fierce hope that somehow, you can help their heart heal.